The “Reflection” series of older people looking at their younger selves in mirrors.
This is so beautiful
Oh my god this is amazing
I was extremely kissable today and do you know how many kisses I received??? ZERO. #InnerPornStarInMe
then there was this cool guy I met recently, on his “climax” age of triumph. Definitely a great difference in our age for i was 23. He is a Canadian-Lebanese and I am a Filipino, both of us were definitely foreigner in this land.
He is definitely straight as hell, but it puzzled me on how we ended up doing it. I wasn’t really sure at first, but Improved it all during “it”. He doesn’t even sure of how to response at all. There’s this firing moments when I finally told myself “this is it” then he’ll definitely get disconnected like completely clueless and so forth. I am gaddamn sure that if he is spontaneous of what he is doing, it’ll be a lot of fun. It’s weird coz I didn’t feel being used up at all. The way he talks, the gentleness of his voice, those smirks and mini smiles that lines upon his lips like I’ve been a naughty boy, a lot! maybe because of the maturity in him that makes me feel I am at a good hands. Plus the fact that he is really good looking- a good catch
Until now, his smell still lingers on me, I couldn’t stop thinking of him till i mumbled… NO STRINGS ATTACHED.
Often times, i never get so happy or proud of myself doing crazy things as hooking up or being laid by strangers that I have never met in my entire existence. Those that just popped out from your screen and do some complimenting things that will definitely make you feel flattered and will surely end up with a BAM when you finally gave in to it.
It sucks to the point that you’ll feel being used up for someone’s gratification, and you will start asking yourself “do I even deserved this shit”? Like, hello? You are a bright kiddo, supposed to be dignified individual, professional! And look what you are doing… Giving away your pussies just to anybody who told you that “you’re HOT”. So stupid right??
Sure thing that you shouldn’t expect any serious thing to happen after “that”… Because I sort of believed that as soon as He gets you IN the bed, the soonest He would’ve want you out of IT; in his system as well.
There is this FuBu thing that will defy the scooting out scenario. For the fact that it’s their thing… Just a past time - those mini heaven moments as they call. But still, here you are, wrecked and left alone.
"Generally, the closer people get to me the less hot they find me"